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I Choose To Live

***NOTE: This wiki is not against suicide, it just supports life.


"Even if you plan to kill yourself tomorrow, you still choose to live today."



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This is a wiki for all who choose to live. You don't have to be anti-death, or against anything that has to do with it(i.e. cutting, morbid crap, talk of death, even anticipating it). You just have to choose to live.
There are no obligations. Maybe you'll change your mind later. But, right now, life is worth living. And you're here for it.

So, if you're here right now at this moment, like you obviously are, you choose to live. If you didn't, you wouldn't be reading this right now, now would you?

You already know the rules, and probably can assume any others I haven't put up, so I won't bother.


Here are the Members:

(*Whispers* The word "members" is a link.)




***made by: [Incontinence Happens]




A PERFECT CIRCLE
"Gravity"


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live


I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live


Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom


Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live





This's a page for all who engage in self-harm in various forms:
http://www.recoveryourlife.com





Here's a depressing Mp3 Brought to you by: [BarleySinger] ^_^
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OPEN IN CASE OF EMERGENCY

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Directions:
1. Firmly grasp flap of lid.
2. Pull off completely.
3. Make spoon magically appear, and insert into pudding.
4. Get large scoop of pudding on magical spoon.
5. Jam down throat of person in need.

***note: even tho they're coughing and sputtering, trust me, they feel better now that they've had some pudding shoved down their throat.
And no! You can't eat the pudding yourself!

->Steps to Making Tasty Homemade Pudding<-


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2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: mine.. pinki's new wiki...

2004-04-08 [xxxinsomniacxxx]: i think i'll join later, but now i have to eat

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: really now...

2004-04-08 [*sammi*]: kickass pinki...kickass

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: thanx.... *finally did something really right* ...feel free to add anything you think that's insightful, up top.

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: i have an awesome banner coming... it's almost done...

2004-04-08 [*sammi*]: ooooh! i love love love love love the site link you have on your brain!!!!!!

2004-04-08 [*sammi*]: can i put the banner in my page? pweeze?

2004-04-08 [xxxinsomniacxxx]: i'm back people!!!

2004-04-08 [*sammi*]: so?

2004-04-08 [xxxinsomniacxxx]: just felt the need to announce myself

2004-04-08 [*sammi*]: pinki:::::can i PLEEEEEEEEASE have the banner?

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: yay! it worked!!! a little big.. but that's ok!

2004-04-08 [xxxinsomniacxxx]: i like the new banner

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: thank you! ....took me forever to put up. having problems w/ my program i edit crap in.. pissing me off. i miss my old one... *snifle*

2004-04-08 [*sammi*]: it's kickass!

2004-04-08 [Basha]: its sweet pinki!

2004-04-08 [xxxinsomniacxxx]: yeah, hell of a lot better than i could ever do

2004-04-08 [xxxinsomniacxxx]: so, uhhh.... is anybody going to tell me what's wrong with my mood? i don't see anything wrong with it.

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: *too busy to explain petty things to lee* ^_^

2004-04-08 [xxxinsomniacxxx]: please, i'll take five $ from your debt if you tell me pinki

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: hah! it's smaller! crappier... but smaller!

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: ok!

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: i'm gonna kill sarah if she doesn't finish editing soon...

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: neeeehhhh!!!! the title won center!!! if someone could fix that, i'd greatly appriciate it...

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: somebody.. help me... stupid thing won't center!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: oh. well, how was i supossed to know it had to be in a certain order...

2004-04-08 [Cat Nip]: I win! ^.^

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: grr... no! i do! in the end IIII enefited! so i do! hah!

2004-04-08 [The Wretch]: a definite positive page that ill look at every time im in elftown

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: *^.^* thanx!

2004-04-08 [Vapombadambadoda]: hmmm neh

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: you like my new wiki?

2004-04-08 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: well lookie here!!! and ..... OTHER WIKI!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ^^^ >.< ohhh yes plz!!!! join me join me!!!

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: yes! you must join!

2004-04-08 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: oh!!!! join me join me!!!!! ^^^ *dances*

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: put yourself up!

2004-04-08 [Lethargic Panda]: It entertains me how he/she isn't a member. You going to "join" them?

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: she can join herself, but, i suppose i'll join for her. she needs to come back later and add something next to her name, tho...

2004-04-08 [Lethargic Panda]: Or I can!

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: nice one. ^_^

2004-04-08 [Lethargic Panda]: Thankies. Much obliged.

2004-04-08 [Cat Nip]: *staring at Algebra with a blank look on face and drool pouring out of corner of mouth*

2004-04-08 [Incontinence Happens]: *laughing at you manically*

2004-04-08 [Cat Nip]: I've got a loverly bunch of coconuts, diddly dee, there they are a standing in a row, bum bum bum!!! ^.^

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: <img:http://www.keenaschips.co.uk/jnkimg/smartsky.jpg>

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: For some reason saying Smartsky and Crotch makes me giggle. lol

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: hehe, gotta luv it. ^_^

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Have you seen bungles twanger?  ( http://www.keenaschips.co.uk/index.php?page=articles/misc_rainbow ) I came across that a few days ago. Dirty yet entertaining. Specially when you can see the guy trying to keep a strait face.

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: nooo... *waiting for it to load* should i be afraid?

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: No...the perversion of it is nothing compared to your level. ^.^

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Here is another article from that site I was looking at earlier today. It's really, gruesome.  http://www.keenaschips.co.uk/index.php?page=articles/misc_bear

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: neh, i can't get sond on this computer, i'l remember to look at it when i'm on my laptop later this morning... around 2am.

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Okie dokie.

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: it looked...intersting.. some stragne kiddy show thingy.. i only watched a minute or so w/o sound...

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Oh. You need the sound. lol It looks like an innocent childrens show, but the comentary is what makes it a large...scary...innuendo.

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: awesome. ^^

2004-04-09 [*sammi*]: i luv gthe martsky and crotch!!!!!!!

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: ^.^

2004-04-09 [*sammi*]: i tried to download the kids show one, but it wouldn't load & took up too much time so i gave up......

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: yup, gotta luv it

2004-04-09 [*sammi*]: anyway....so....ACK!!...

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: oh well.

2004-04-09 [*sammi*]: bondage black and orgasmic orange with a dash of boner blue!

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: dun dun dunNN@N@!!!!

2004-04-09 [*sammi*]: sexy pink, gay purple, with a hint of horny green!

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: *feels left out*

2004-04-09 [xxxinsomniacxxx]: ay

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: loverly greetings that you leave in various wikis...

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: *pokes Mr. nibbles*

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: *pokes back*

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: *gives you pudding cup*

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: eee!!! *runs off to eat it, then comes back all happy-like*

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: *faints*

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: *taps you w/ her foot* hey, you still alive down there? you better be. we're supposed to be attatched, remember? *breaks glass and feeds you the emergency pudding pack*

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: *explodes* I think you fed me the emergency explosives that we for no apparent reason decided to keep unlabeled in a pudding pack shaped container. Oh well. *is sploded*

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: <img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg><img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg><img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg><img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg><img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg><img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg><img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg><img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg><img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg><img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg><img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg><img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg><img:http://www.afpllc.com/images/pudding_pack.jpg>

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: !

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: ouuu, a life time

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: ouuu, a life time's supply of pudding!

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: You know it'd only last us 14 minutes.

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: probably... but we could always get more!

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Lots more. *twitch*

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: heheh.... *eats -real- pudding* yes! i hav real pudding! go me!

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Yay for banners. <img:http://elftown.lysator.liu.se/img/drawing/22190_1081486991.jpg>

2004-04-09 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: Oo y do i miss the best of convos! EVIL!

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: you know you want some pudding!

2004-04-09 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: *backs off*

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: coooome on!

2004-04-09 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: ok ok!! just dont stuff down my throat and choke me!

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: *stuffs pudding down mints throat*

2004-04-09 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: *cough choke splutter wheeze*

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: woohoo! feel better?

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: ! I do!

2004-04-09 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: uuuuurrrghhhhhhh *cough* a bit.... YES! XDDDD

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: SEE! IT WORKS!!!!

2004-04-09 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: WHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! *dances on one foot*

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: *watches* *casually walks by and..... TRIPS* MUAHAHAHHAHAA!

2004-04-09 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! ive already broken the other foot!!!! watch it!

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: *nvr broken anything and gloating* ^.^

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: *never broken anything either* !.!

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: yes! we rule!

2004-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Yes we do. :D

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: *dances again* will not trip this time...

2004-04-09 [~*spawn*~]: to join do you just add your name to the list?

2004-04-09 [Cat Nip]: The new one is purty!

2004-04-09 [Incontinence Happens]: uhuh!!!! just add! ...i know it is! lethargic helped me! he's awesome!

2004-04-09 [Cat Nip]: Da pudding is meh savior!

2004-04-09 [12 34 56 78 9]: *walks in eating vanilla pudding* looks at everyone eating chocolate *walks back out slowly*

2004-04-10 [Basha]: .... how do you know its chocolate? *looks skeptically at the brown stuff...*

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: *spins*

2004-04-10 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello there.

2004-04-10 [12 34 56 78 9]: Yeah... I guess it could be crap... and I guess this couldn't exactly be vanilla then? *looks down at white cream stuff*

2004-04-10 [Dwarf Ronin]: Okay, please don't say that.

2004-04-10 [12 34 56 78 9]: I knew I could get at least one person to say that, heh

2004-04-10 [Dwarf Ronin]: YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-04-10 [12 34 56 78 9]: Eh.. I give up.. *walks away with cane*

2004-04-10 [Dwarf Ronin]: *walks with u*

2004-04-10 [12 34 56 78 9]: *starts whistlin and unfolds black wings from coat* I wonder what the rain feels like in canada... *flaps wings and flies away while whistling*

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Pathetic conversation. ^.^

2004-04-10 [Basha]: hot potato hot potato, hot potato hot potato, hot potato hot potato, potato, potato potato potato!!!

2004-04-10 [12 34 56 78 9]: See what boredom creates? All of this! Even this stupid movie I'm watching... Matrix Revolutions... Okay, we get it... a human is a machine... we got it in the first movie...

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: You should watch "My Neighbor Totoro." That movie is fucking awesome! *childhood memories*

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: noooo! The Nightmare Before Christmas! Now that movie provides many wonderful memories from mychildhood for me... man, that's a kick-ass movie... i luvs it! *hugs*

2004-04-10 [12 34 56 78 9]: No, I should watch "Mr. Nanny" *throws up* hopefully none over you have ever seen of that, or.. better yet, heard of it.. well I guess not now.. Oh crap. Or speed 2!! Yes, that movie ruled! I wish you could hear my sarcasm! They were going to make a dragon ball z movie, God help me!

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: (to The Nightmare Beforoe Christmas...) Yeah...it is...but I'm more in a Totoro mood. Totoro himself was awesome. Oversized picture!

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: <img:http://www.northarc.com/images/totoro/totorod1024_768.jpg>

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: and what exactly is this?

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Totoro n company. Totoro is the big one. ^.^

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Totoro hide n seek. MORE OVERSIZED!!! ^.^  <img:http://www.northarc.com/images/totoro/Totoro_Hiding.JPG>

2004-04-10 [12 34 56 78 9]: thats a crazy looking rabbit... or horse?

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: I can see how you'd get rabbit...but horse? I mean really. He's a forest spirit...not really any definate animal. There's also a cat bus in the movie!

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: <img:http://www.northarc.com/images/totoro/totoro-bus.jpg> <img:http://www.northarc.com/images/totoro/nekobus_mei_satsuki3.jpg>

2004-04-10 [12 34 56 78 9]: you ever see 'princess mononoke' ? its a pretty cool movie, anime style like that. Just mentioned it because it has forest spirit things too, look like little ghost things or something.. Odd little bastards i tell yah h'what.

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah...Princess Mononoke is awesome. I have it too. The forest sprites are called Kodama. *feels pathetic*

2004-04-10 [beautiful _ darkness]: meow

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: *knows nothing of any of this* *wants that cat for a pet*

2004-04-10 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: my neighbour totoro is the best!

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: YAY!

2004-04-10 [12 34 56 78 9]: *does the kodama head wabble* heh.. wow, now i feel pathetic... haha. mmm... sleep time...

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Indeed.

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: *has no clue* ...should i be afraid?

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: No...well only of the bear that's behind you...to the left.

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: *coulda sworn there was a christmas tree behind her* hmmm... i guess i was wrong.

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: The bear is behind the tree.

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: woah! there's a tree in my house?! where!

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: the christmas tree dear

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: remember, it's late, i'm pretty out of it, ok! as you can probably tell from my shitty typing! ....*look sbehind the tree* woaH!!!! there IS a bear in my house! *waves at erkel* long time no see!

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: That's actually Steve

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: i know, but i like to call him erkel. ^_^

2004-04-10 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: wow! im sorry guys ive been trying to find pics of the most gorgeous guy in the world!! ^^ ....*drools*>.< soooooooo hot!

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Awww...thanks. *is flattered* lol

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: i can't tell you if ur the most gorgious guy in the world b/c you don hav a pick up! lethargic needs to put up a pick!!!

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: hush hush. The girl talking about girls gone wild was bugging me for one too.

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: come on, plz!!!! i'v known you for so long and you'v nvr put up a pic!

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: This is cool. Totoro is the "Guardian of the forest" ::image gone:: bwa ha ha ha

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: it isn't working!!! ..ur avoiding putting up a pic of yourself! why!?

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: I don't know...I just don't have much desire too?

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: but me wants you to... plllllz? does that mean you hav one, at least?

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: I could get one rather easily...probably. I have a digital camera...and I may have some somewhere...but I'm not gonna look. :P

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: pwwwease? *begging pathetically*

2004-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: But I'm invisible.

2004-04-10 [Incontinence Happens]: umm... i don believe you!!!

2004-04-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Why not?

2004-04-11 [12 34 56 78 9]: bored...

2004-04-11 [Dwarf Ronin]: hello there.

2004-04-11 [Cadence]: Damn.. we can't eat the pudding alone? *pout*

2004-04-11 [Gwendylyyn]: hey wait..what if WE need the pudding....?

2004-04-11 [Cadence]: Aye.. it's chocolate isn't it?

2004-04-11 [Lethargic Panda]: STRANGERS!!! *hordes emergency puddings*

2004-04-11 [Gwendylyyn]: yes...i think so....*sniffles* i need pudding. lol

2004-04-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Bwa ha ha ha. I've got all of it.

2004-04-11 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello there. Happy Easter everyone.

2004-04-11 [Incontinence Happens]: happy? interesting...

2004-04-11 [Dwarf Ronin]: Yes, happy. Not for some people, but for me.

2004-04-11 [Incontinence Happens]: that's good. happy for you.

2004-04-11 [Dwarf Ronin]: Well, not entirely, but kinda of happy. Well, I have to be going now. Talk to you later. *huggles*

2004-04-11 [Gwendylyyn]: Ladies, gentlemen. Please check out Candles For Loved Ones and spread the word. Thanks.

2004-04-12 [Incontinence Happens]: *looked at it* be glad to spread the word, tis a very nice idea. ^.^

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